As a new pilot, I have failed myself, as well as my family. With my new ticket, we decided to go to St Louis to take our kids to the City Museum. Weather going up was perfect. We decided to leave out Sunday. I checked the weather, and in St Louis and Memphis the weather was showing 10 miles of visibility, and clouds at 25000. In route, it showed the tops at 2500 broken over a small area of my route.
When we were flying, visibility was good, but hazy. We ended up over the layer as expected. Then we started getting the illusion that the clouds were rising, and the haze was giving the illusion that the top layer (25000) was connecting with the bottom. With the haze, it gave us the illusion that we were going straight into a wall of clouds. I did not feel comfortable proceeding on course.
I saw that we were really close to an airport, and there was a big hole that I could punch through and still stay within VFR minimums, and I started my decent.
When we got under that layer, the airport was about 5 miles away, and I proceeded on course. The ceilings were closing in fast, and visibility was rapidly declining. At this point I knew that I could not proceed on course, and I either had find a field to land in, or find a hole back up.
Luckily I saw a blue hole going back up, and I figured altitude is my friend at this point. I proceeded to climb, and at that point I decided not to look out the window, and just focus on my instruments, and maintain proper pitch. I just kept telling myself, don’t look out the window, focus on instruments.
Finally we were above the layer, and I called flight watch, and he assured me what I already knew, that the clouds were at 25000, and I was almost out of that layer and Memphis was clear. We ended up landing safely to Memphis. My wife is the true hero in this because she stayed clam. She said that she was able to stay calm, because I let her know every move I was making. She knew we were in a bad situation because sweat was running down my face.
When we got on the ground, my wife says when we were punching through the hole going back up, all she could see is white for about 5 minutes.
At this point, I don’t care if this turns into a bashing session, or if the FAA sees this and yanks my ticket. The reason I am posting this is to save a life. Weather is something I don’t play with, and my minimums are really high. Here is what I would have done differently, now that I have had time to rethink this:
Don’t descend into unknown conditions.
Don’t fly over a layer of clouds, even though the weather information says its ok and you are still within VFR Minimums.
Call flight watch prior to making drastic decisions.
If I am ever going to fly again, get an instrument rating ASAP.
Also, I think instructors need to take their students actually through the clouds, because foggles don’t let you see the actual illusions of going through a cloud.
Luckily, I have had a CFII actually take me through the clouds. The first time I actually panicked, but his words “don’t look out the window, focus on your instruments” is what was going through my mind during this situation, and it saved my life.
Instructors, I am begging you. Take your students through actual clouds. If I just had foggle training, my family would be dead.
I still believe, under the right conditions, GA is safer than a car, but I am kind of hesitant of whether I am going to fly again.
I know I am going to get bashed, it’s much easier to analyze this situation on the ground. Luckily, my training kicked in, and I am still alive as a result.
There is no worse feeling, than knowing what I put my helpless family through. Looking up at the clouds this morning made me sick to my stomach.
I made a lot of poor decisions that day, but luckily I am alive to think about them.
The only reason I am posting this, is to prevent someone from repeating the same mistakes as I made.